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I Hope I Die Before You

by enouement.

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1.
Kindred 03:49
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Vacant stares into my eyes You had sworn you’d become Something more than I had settled for I can’t condone what you’ve done at all again You’ve taken everything I gave you my life, that you no longer need I hope he gives you what I no longer could I just want you outta my fucking head I lose it if I hear your name again I can hear you footsteps creeping In the place that we called home We held a fire so bright Kindred spirits of our own We held a fire so bright In a place that we called home We held a fire so bright Kindred spirit of our own We held a fire so bright In a place that we called home We held the fire so bright kindred spirits of our own We held a fire so bright In a place that we called home We held the fire so bright kindred spirits of our own I won't succumb to your touch I have nothing left to say Bury my name in dirt to decay In retrospect, did you ever care at all My minds left in the fray Fade in to obscurity We held a fire so bright In a place that we called home We held a fire so bright Kindred spirit of our own We held a fire so bright In a place that we called home We held fire so bright Kindred spirits of our own We held a fire so bright In a place that we called home We never had a tomorrow So you left me all alone
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Hell (feat. Ian Kulow of Constant/Consistent) 02:44
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It's because of you I feel this way Cause of you I feel this ache I've been acquainted with hell for awhile I've forgotten how the fire felt Call me selfish if you will All I wanted was your love But could not find the words Understand it's who I am It's been a never ending cycle I'm sorry for the hurt I just want you to come home I've been sitting in the dark Awaiting your arrival Reminiscing our fondest moments The foundation we built over time Had crumbled over night Call me dramatic if you will But I thought you cared This spirit of mine has come so far Memories of what made me And mistakes that scar So carry me home I've been gone for far too long Trapped in this little Hell By an angel Won't you save me I don't remember how long it's been since I felt your touch Or even felt alive When I lay in bed at night and when I fall asleep, I see you and only you I only wanted your love I see you with someone else And it kills me But don't worry your pretty fucking head Even though you won’t I’m just grieving; not dead But don't worry your pretty fucking head Even though you won’t I’m just grieving; not dead But don't worry your pretty fucking head Even though you won’t I’m just grieving; not dead This spirit of mine has come so far Memories of what made me And mistakes that scar So carry me home I've been gone for far too long Trapped in this little Hell By an angel Won't you save me
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I Hope I Die Before You 00:54
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Magnolia 03:46
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I've exhausted all my options I wonder what had brought this The flower beside your bed Reminds you of him Your shirts stained with his abuse Blame yourself for his misuse Where do I stand in your direction I don't understand your fucking obsession 9 whole months you lie awake Building walls, to hide your mistakes You tell me you're just grieving But I digress If I could feel your skin so close I'd never know what I'm missing If I surround myself in your deepest intentions I'm wondering what you're thinking Could it be about him I'm wondering what your thinking Could it be his skin I can see the look in your eyes It's not me that you think inside Living your days, withering in your skin Holding on to something that's tearing you up inside Drawn like a moth to a flame He singed your wings And watched you decay 9 whole months you lie awake Building walls, to hide your mistakes You said you were just grieving But I digress If I could feel your skin so close I'd never know what I'm missing If I surround myself in your Deepest intentions I'm wondering what you're thinking Could it be about him I'm wondering what your thinking Could it be his skin
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February (feat. Dalton Rice of Upon The Stars) 04:10
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Though you broke me down I still can live my life Everything you once told me was a lie I used to sit and watch There was nothing I could do Eeverything I could have hoped for Has just walked out of my door As I fell upon my knees I know that you had seen me Everything I had ever wished for Has been ripped apart You've always longed for more When they'd show up at your fucking door You've always had the best of me (best of me) How could I have never seen You took my innocence And everyday I was always in this for you I lived for your existence But now I see the words you speak aren't true Everything I'd ever fought for has been thrown to the floor When you walked away from me You didn't know you killed me Everything I'd ever longed for Has been torn to shreds You've always just ignored The fact that I had always loved you more I had always loved you more You took my innocence And everyday I was always in this for you I lived for your existence But now I see the words you speak aren't true You took my innocence And everyday I was always in this for you I lived for your existence But now I see the words you speak aren't true

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released April 3, 2019

Lyrics by Elijah Wold and Dakota Franks
Lyrics for Hell co-written by Ian Kulow
Lyrics for February written by Brady Yaddoff

Recorded/Mixed/Mastered by Aaron Isaacson at Sound In Silence Recordings

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